I'm a Horrible Moody Bitch Today.

How does it work? I go out of my way to be a good friend, a pleasant person in general and yet, I’m always alone at the end of the day. Here I am, alone again. Sitting in a house with ghosts for company. When I need a friend I’m alone. I must have done something really wretched in a past life. I hope I had a hell of a good time doing what ever it was. I’m tired of this life of striving to be good and never having anything good for it all. What is the point to being a good person? At the end of my life I’ll just be alone in a dirt hole. How will it be any different from today, right now. I’m tired of being good to people. Let them all rot. Eventually they will, and what will any of it matter?

There are times, moments, when I feel like I’m on the edge of figuring it all out. Then something comes up and gets in the way. So, I never quite figure it all out. Eventually, I will. I’ll catch up to myself, tap myself on the shoulder and say, “You’ve been doing it all wrong.”

Your Patronus is the Bear!

Your Patronus is the Bear! The bear is a symbol of
gentle strength, instrospection and dreaming.
He is a very powerful symbol in Native American
beliefs. As your Patronus, the bear will use
all of his strength to defend you.

That your Patronus is a bear says that you are a
dreamer. You have a quiet inner strength that
reveals itself when you need it most. You are
also rather introspective. Try not to focus too
much on how you are inside at the present
moment, but on how to improve it, and you will
be a great witch or wizard!

What is Your Patronus? Version 1
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Between Checklist and Interview

Between Checklist and Interview
11/2/00 10:45 pm

How long does it seem to take before you get the notice about the interview and do they schedule them right away or is this going to be another 4 or so months of waiting?

I just got back Todd’s financial stuff so I am all ready to send in the checklist. Just need to get the RCMP report and that other picture. Both of those can be done in one day.

Do they take fingerprints at the RCMP? It does bother me that we are treated like criminals. Well, a lot bothers me. Like having to let them read a lot of my personal mail to Todd. I didn’t write anything for a middleman, eavesdropper and etc.


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